An apology of sorts, and other things.

I've noticed over the last couple weeks that I've been extremely irritable lately. Saying things that were not appropriate, or looking back at it, even what I meant. So, if I've offended you, or upset you at all. I'm so sorry. I was really stressed out with work, school and trying to balance my social life, and I let it get to me more than It should have. So, again, I'm sorry. I love you guys!!


And, on the plus side, few people know this, but I started taking anti depressants again. I was having a hard time coping with things. I was eating differently, not sleeping as well, I couldn't study at all, no matter how hard I stared at the paper. So, I made a doctors appointment, and prayed that God would lead me in the right direction, I don't want to rely on medication to make me more focused, and less impulsive, but I definitely needed to do something.

I started taking Cellexa two weeks ago, I was really sick on it. I wasn't able to eat, and if I did, I got sick. Sleeping was next to impossible, and I would consistently start shaking and wake myself up. So, I started taking Zoloft last night. So hopefully that will work. If not, I'm just trusting in God.

Thank you guys. I love you, more than words could describe! Thanks for standing by me when I've been a complete moron.