Nervous...

I go in for a nerve conduction test on my arm this afternoon. I'm a little nervous, and anxious. I know its going to hurt, whether its just for a couple seconds or a few hours remains to be seen! But its not really the pain I'm nervous about. Its the answer. I'm so tired of being in so much pain. I thought it was tendinitis, but now, 8 months after surgery, I'm not so sure anymore. I'm in an immense amount of pain right now. And Its so hard to cope with on a daily basis. I work with deaf people, I talk on the video phone all day, I type. I sign, I write. All things that I can't avoid doing, but all things that make me want to cry when i do it too long :(

So pray for me, that we find the answer. That we know whats wrong so we can fix it.