I had a conversation that has been coming for a long time last night. I've thought so much about how it would go. But I never dreamed how much it would hurt. I've been on the verge of tears all day. Praying, and attempting to find comfort in God's promises. But the pain is still so raw. I don't know what to do now, or If I should do anything.
I'm just going to trust in God and let him lead me. I don't know how to do this, and I'm terrified of making it worse.
Sunday, June 22, 2008
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1 comment:
Oh honey...
I know something about hard conversations and the resulting pain. Give me a call if you need to talk okay? My last days of work are this week, so I'm going to be free at least a little more often.
Seriously...call me! Or let's go to lunch/dinner/coffee/tea.
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