This weekend had a TON of ups and downs. I felt like crying off and on all weekend.
First of all, Baby Stellan is having a lot of ups and downs. And even though I've never met the family, and probably never will, my heart goes out to them. I can't imagine loosing my niece or nephews, they mean the world to me. My thoughts are constantly shifting back to them, and wondering and praying for them.
This weekend also brought on some more changes. Jim and I recently moved. And change is difficult for both of us. I'm trying to be more receptive to change, but its easy to get lost in the stress of moving, and settling into a new place, and into a situation with a new roommate. Its a lot to take on. Don't get me wrong. I LOVE my roommates. They're both wonderful people.
And then something else happened yesterday morning, that I'm not really ok with sharing it right now, but if you ask I will email you the details. It really hurt me a lot. And kind of knocked me on my knees to cry out to God to fix it. I felt like everything I've worked for and prayed for has been taken away. I know its just the devil trying to keep his hand in my life, but I can't shake this feeling right now.
Pray for me, if you don't mind. :)
Monday, August 4, 2008
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5 comments:
Hey.. I'm sorry to hear you had a rough weekend. Moving is one of the top stressors in life. Really. And then a hard situation on top of moving is sure to be emotional. I'll pray you get through this time with grace and feel God's peace.
I'll be sure to pray for you honey. What's going on? Email me/call me. kira(at)klsinclair(dot)com
OK SPILL little sis.
i just read this for the first time... did we already talk about it?
No, we haven't. But I'm ok now. :) The devil was just trying to knock me down.
But, I'm standing strong, cuz God is soo good!
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