Friendship, Love and Jesus

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Wednesday, September 24, 2008

Trying

I need to stop trying so hard. I want so much for everyone to like me, that I feel like sometimes I'm just not myself. I want to have a lot of friends, I want people to understand how much they mean to me, and I think I try to hard. I try to be sarcastic on my blog, and say funny things, but I'm just not funny on here, even though I know i'm more funny than this face to face. Growing up I had one friend, and never really reached out to be closer to anyone else. Sometimes, I feel like that young lonely girl who will do anything to be loved, to have friends who love me and cherish me as much as I do them.

I hope you like me, and I hope you will continue to like me.

5 comments:

Kira said...

I like you!!!
I actually wish we saw each other more often. But it's hard when friends no longer have a common place they regularly see each other (ie: school, church, living in the same neighborhood) and you really have to make an effort to maintain those friendships...even if it only having lunch/dinner once a month. I have a couple friendships like that since becoming an "adult".

I am very glad we've reconnected in the last few months and have been able to maintain our friendship!

Phoenix Katie said...

*Raises Hand*

I do!
Where would I be without my favorite instigator? ;-)

Even though I'm 900 miles away I still consider you one of my closest friends. I miss you and look forward to seeing you while I'm home!

Amy Jo said...

Funny that Kira says that it's hard to keep up a friendship when you no longer have a place in common to meet. You and I work together, but still there is little time to talk! I'm glad to learn more about you from your blog posts. Keep up the writing!

Amanda @ notsoextraordinary said...

ooo me! pick me! I like you! i always have and i always will :)

Suzie said...

Awe I'm so happy to have meet you honey!!!! I love you and so does my little man :-)

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