Or not...

.... God isn't finished with me yet.

I realized some things today about whats going on at work. Please keep my coworker in your prayers.

I thought I got this job because God wanted me back, and by throwing me into a room full of deaf, Christian women, they would influence me to go back to church, and back to God, well, they did. But not in the way I expected.

Now I feel like maybe I need to lead one of the people who strengthened me back to God. I don't know how I'm going to do it.

She lost her baby in December. It was to be her third, she was 4.5 months along, and lost the baby with no warning. My heart was full of sorrow for her. I wished so much for her to be whole again. For God to give her the strength to go on. But instead, it seems she's walked away. The Godly conversations don't happen nearly as often as they should lately. And I will bring that back to the table tomorrow. I don't know what I'm going to say, or how I'm going to say it. But its in Gods hands.

And for now, I'm ok where I am. Because God is by my side, being my strength.