I am once again, a bad bad blogger. I keep meaning to sit down, and write, but I just haven't.
Part of me is scared to put what is going on in my mind and heart online, and part of me is just in this time of reflection, and waiting to see what God has on hold for the future.
I've been out of work since September 30th, its been almost 5 months. I had surgery at the end of November to see if they could figure out what the problem is with my hand. They found scar tissue on my radial nerve, and a lot of swelling. Since surgery my hand hasn't gotten any better. I do have days where it doesn't hurt as bad as others, but it always hurts. Its really frustrating and hard to know that I may never be pain free. I've had the tendinitis in my wrist for 10 years, but it has only gotten worse over the past four years, where I've had 3 surgeries.
I've struggled with my employer to get temporary disability. about 4 weeks ago I finally got a check, but the check was only for the first 5 weeks. I've submitted the paperwork they needed, but still haven't received another check. I've also filed paperwork with permanent disability. Since everything I do hurts my arm, I need an alternative to having to work in order to have some kind of income.
I hope this afternoon or tomorrow to get some more posts up about the fun things I've been doing.
Planning amanda's wedding has been a blast, she's getting married the day before Jims and my one year anniversary. I couldn't be happier for her and Steve if I tried. They're a wonderful couple. Its great to see Amanda SO happy.
Hanging out with some new friends. I made some great new friends from the musical, and we have been spending a lot of time together. They're a great group. and I'm so lucky to have them in my life now, I can't wait to get to know them better!
