Trying

I need to stop trying so hard. I want so much for everyone to like me, that I feel like sometimes I'm just not myself. I want to have a lot of friends, I want people to understand how much they mean to me, and I think I try to hard. I try to be sarcastic on my blog, and say funny things, but I'm just not funny on here, even though I know i'm more funny than this face to face. Growing up I had one friend, and never really reached out to be closer to anyone else. Sometimes, I feel like that young lonely girl who will do anything to be loved, to have friends who love me and cherish me as much as I do them.

I hope you like me, and I hope you will continue to like me.